Light Loves: Eternal lessons

Looking back, I realize I've given my life to light loves, cheap loves, hollow loves, loves filled with isolation and sadness. Today I understand that my time has been wasted on momentary passions, carnal attachments during nights of revelry, loves, of course, of little substance... although I can't blame myself for those momentary passionate delights, because, if I'm honest about it, I've also achieved pleasurable moments and a complete learning process as a woman and as a soul.

Today, I finally understand that I long for a true love, an eternal love beyond the physical body, a love of souls, a love of stories and letters... I want, and I deserve as my essence, to feel the true authenticity of a sublime love.

I finally accept that my past has created the woman I am today, that my present is my precise and present substantial reality, and my future, that unknown entity that is yet to come, is, without a doubt, my now. Therefore, I will paint with fine oils my most absolute reality, and I will write with good ink... indelible, my own story, the one I desire, the one I deserve, and the one I want to live my way. Today. Here. Now.

Written in a past moment when I was unaware that, in truth, in my dreams I never stopped creating my present.

With deep love: Yirka Gonzalez